This was pretty much the same here...
To be honest, I always hated people that told you things like 'Read, read and read, and after a few months everything will be clear'... but in the very end this proved to be the best thing you can do...
There is a series of tutorials about reversing, especially made for beginners, even helped me clarify a few things about the PE file format...
It's a movie tutorial collection intended for real beginners, made by Lena151 of SnD...
Dunno if it's legal, here's a link:
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Another great site to learn some stuff:
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Hey, good luck, it will take some time, but you'll do it ! Just dont give up too soon...you can even take a break or so, 2 months doing nothing if you cant go on... it's just important you dont give up...