BountyWarrior you've hit the nail on the head. Thats exactly the way I feel.
I've actually ****ed a number of friends off because of them being immature about it yet here's the low down.
I've spent weeks thinking this over and it's so god damn difficult.
She's perfect but I just don't have the 'lust' i've had in the past...and I think the jibes/looks about the size is the region.
yet I know i'l regret it if I let her go.......